And It Had To Happen Eventually...

So I'm in one of those moods. So I guess I'll update.

Well, things are going okay I suppose. Okay I take it back. Things ARE going well. Except for maybe one aspect of my life. Which never seems to go well. I really shouldn't get down about it but I'm a girl and it's what we do. Yes, that's right, relationships. Not even necessarily a relationship. Just having someone there that you enjoying being around. Someone that "gets" you. Someone that you turn to for anything. Someone that isn't going to let you down. Lately I've been finding these guys that seem amazing in the beginning. And then a week or so later, everything changes. We stop talking or something happens. I don't know. I feel like I'm doing something wrong and that's why we don't talk. I mean, I'm the type of girl that will do damn near anything to make someone happy. Hell, just a week or two ago, I drove an hour and half away just to see someone and hang out. That's the farthest I've driven to do that. And let me tell you, it will NOT happen again. I'm sick of being the girl that puts herself out there only to be let down repetitively. They guys seem to know how to sweet talk a girl and then shit changes as soon as you hang out with a person. I'm sick of it. I want consistency. Someone that is going to be sweet throughout a relationship or what-have-you. Now I'm not asking for Prince Charming. I just want someone to enjoy doing "the little things". You know, a text Good Morning or Goodnight. I don't ask for much. Really. It doesn't take a lot to make me happy. Just knowing you care is enough for me. I just don't understand why that seems like SO much to ask for. I really don't think it is. And now, I'm kicking myself for driving an 1.5 hours west of my town just to see someone. But again, that's me. If someone seems worth it, I will do it. And he did. But I guess I was wrong. Again. I really don't know what goes wrong. I guess I'll just have to wait this one out. Stop looking. Enjoy my times with friends and that's it.

End rant.

I apologize to anyone that just read that.

Actually. No. I'm not gonna. I posted it. You didn't have to read it if you didn't want to. So, enjoy.

:) Nothing In The World Is Accomplished Without Passion -HM

She could take your life with one good kiss.

This is going to be a quick one because I'm getting ready to go out. But I figured whilst I wait for the bathroom, I might as well blog.

Yesterday was a great day. Work went by really quick. I sat down maybe twice the whole day. After work I went to Mojo'z (against my better judgement. I'm a Domenico's girl) to see one of my ex-boyfriends/friend, Tim, play a show. I hadn't seen Tim in a really long time sadly. It was so nice seeing him and catching up. We have had this weird relationship where we will talk and hang out and then date and then break up and then start that cycle over again. It's odd. I missed him and am really looking forward to maintaining a friendship with him. We are going to try our hardest this time. He played an awesome set. New and old songs. After that I stopped by a friend's party to hang out. Well, that's always an interesting time. But I won't go into detail there. Too much complication in that.

Today was nice. Work was really slow and boring but I didn't mind that too much. Except for the fact that my ADD was kicking in, hardcore. I tried to find little things to keep me busy though. Oh well. Now I am sitting here, towel on my head waiting to get in the bathroom to attempt to do something with my hair. Tonight should be good. I love going to a friend's house just to chill and play cards. It shall be fun.

Love my friends <3

Everyone has a first.

This just happens to be the first time I blog in a long time and actually really try to stick to it. I've had so much go on in the last few months of my life.

Since moving into my apartment 6 months ago, things have been fun. Tough, but fun. Expenses are higher which means I've started to budget. My ex would be so proud. Haha. I love my roommates to death. I've known one for about 5 years now. The other I met the day we moved in and I love her. Except, she's moving out :(. We gained another roommate though. Bad part? It's a guy. Now, we've know him for a while and he is one of our friends. But, this shall be weird. We are definitely laying down a few or more (okay, a lot) of rules. He'll have that waiting in his room when he moves in :). He'll be moving in on Sunday, I believe. I'll keep y'all updated on that.

Work. Where to start? I just started a new job in April a medical center. I obtained the occupation of Medical Assistant aka a nurse, basically. I love what I do. I love being able to help people. It makes me happy. I love the two offices I work in: Neurology and Urology. It keeps things interesting and the people I work with keep things entertaining. Love them <3.>

Another thing on my list, keeping in shape. I've been eating somewhat healthier. And within the next week or so, I plan to start jogging with my roommate. It's one of our goals since now it is nice enough weather to do so. Now, don't get me wrong. It's not like I need to work out. But honestly, I am quite out of shape. You wouldn't tell by looking at me, but I am. I get winded so easily. And it wouldn't be bad to gain a little muscle here and there :). I just want something to boost my self-confidence up more than it already is. Wish me luck.

Alright well, I think I'm headed to sit on the porch with my love Angelica, and enjoying the nice Autumn night we are having.

...Tell someone your story. Someone out there is willing to listen.